Dead All I want in life is to be happy (happy) It seems funny to me How fucked things can be Everytime I get ahead I feel more dead Falling Away From Me Hey, I'm feeling tired My time, is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes, that's ok Do what others say I'm here, standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me Day, is here fading That's when, I'm insane I flirted with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can't always say 'It's gonna be better tomorrow' Falling away from me Falling away from me Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screaming so sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground (falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (falling away from me) It's lost and can't be found (falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (falling away from me) Slow it down Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screaming so sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Twisting me, it won't go away So I pray, go away life's falling away from me it's falling away from me life's falling away from me FUCK! Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screaming so sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screaming so sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground... Trash How did it start? Well I don't know I just feel the craving I see flesh and it smells fresh and it's just there for the taking These little girls, they make me feel so goddamn exhilerated I feel them up, I can't give it up The pain, I'm just erasing I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away I don't know why I'm so fucking cold I don't know why its hurts me All I wanna is get with you and make the pain go away Why do I have a conscience? All it does is fuck with me Why do I have this torment? All I wanna do is fuck it away I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away Just throw you away 4 U This shit right here is for you All your faces I can see You all think it's about me I'm about to break, is this is my fate? Am I still damned to a life, of misery and hate? You will never know What I've done for you What you all Put me through I've done for you I could have, never lived If it wasn't, for you Beg For Me Everyone is looking at me I can't get out of bed There is evil in my head Everyone just let me be Because when I hit the stage It is gone and I am free Goddam you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me Tell me, how could this fade? I am going in shame And I could not have my pain Everyone please let me be 'Cause we're on stage And it's gone and I am free Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me I feel the shame I'm not insane The things I feel now Arent the same Who gives a fuck, if my life sucks? I just know one day I won't give up Everyone just let me be Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me Made me Bad I am watching the rise And fall of my salvation There's so much much shit around me Such a lack of compassion I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games) Instead it's all the same (it's all the same) I want something to do Need to feel nothingness In You I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh may be bad All I do is look for you And when I fix you Needed to, just to get some sort of attention Attention What does it mean to you (what does it mean to you) For me, it's somthing I just do (for me its just something I do) I want something I need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh make be bad Its Gonna Go Away Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold And I got a life, I live it up I live it up (It's gonna go away) I don't want this to go away I'm so scared (oh so cared) I can't think of going on We all crumble We crumble under pressure (pressure) Pressure (pressure) (It's still gonna go away) .... go live it up We're livin it up Wake Up Wake the fuck up! (4x) Each day, more frightening All of us wanna die The pressure's tightening I don't even want to try Should I take all the stupid bullshit What makes them think they can get away with it? Im not happy I wish they'd just... Wake the fuck up! (4x) I can't take no more What are we fighting for? You are my brothers Each one I would die for Please just let it go All the heads are blown Let's just take the stage And remember why we play for No more fighting! I swear I'm gonna leave Talking shit to spite me I wish they'd just.. Wake the fuck up! (4x) I can't take no more What are we fighting for? You are my brothers Each one I would die for Please just let it go All the heads are blown Let's just take the stage And remember why we play for Remember why we play for Wake the fuck up! I can't take no more What are we fighting for? You are my brothers Each one I would die for Please just let it go All the heads are blown Let's just take the stage And remember why we play for Am I Going Crazy Am I going crazy? Come on, and say in taste Am I too lost, to face it? And what will it cost To escape Nothing is right I'm so scared Hey Daddy Let me see (let me see) All my life has been (taken) taken This demon (haunts me) haunts me There waiting (help me) Help me You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them Hating me They are taking me Away Partake ... Facing me (what soul) My soul They're eating... Please help me You fuck me And I get down, bow You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them I carry this thing inside me It Wants to get out All it does is scream and shout I'm trying not to let them out They tell me to hurt myself But I'm not gonna listen You fuck me up I'm gagged and bound You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them Hey daddy (waiting) Somebody Someone I can't stand to let you win I'm just watching you And I don't know what to do Feeling like a fool inside Feeling all that you hide Thought you my friend Seems it never ends I need somebody, someone Can somebody help me? All I need is some pain Not just for me Giving you with this and that Giving gave nothing back It's all related to All the things I do Feeling like a fool inside Seeing all the things you tried I am nothing I need somebody, someone Can somebody help me? All I need is some pain Not just for me I look, I sigh I need someone Inside to help me out With what Im trying I'm crying I'm praying In a pile of Shit I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone Someone No Way Lately things won't go my way Lately everything is grey It feels like something It feels like nothing So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling there's no way So I'm angry for today Anger's the only thing I've made It feels like something No it's nothing So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling there's no way To live this way Hating, feeling, falling To the place where people haunt me I can't help but give up Falling to the place where people know me I can't wait To give them these feelings of hating Keeping in side me For all to take Picking at me They're ripping at me Ripping at me So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling there's no way To live this way Lets Get This Party Started When it's crying Take me on second place Which you don't often find I see a family walking Always thinking of Being somewhere else in time So I fall face In a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me Please give me some of me back The feelings I had Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel inside Which I did to you Let's get this party started You make me feel inside I want to be the one To make myself sigh Time is ticking It makes me feel content With what I have inside Constant paranoia Surrounds me Everyone I see Is out to get me So I fall face In a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me Please give me some of it back The feelings I had Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel inside Which I did to you Let's get this party started You make me feel inside I want to be the one To make myself sigh You make me feel inside Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel inside Which I did to you Let's get this party started You make me feel inside I want to be the one To make myself sigh Wish You Could Be Me I am going insane This shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me And then the shit would see How tired I am And how shit got the best of me At least you could look at me While you are raping me You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe Why should I complain? At least it helps my pain I am very cool now And its... about my vein I am going insane This shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me And then the shit would see How tired I am And how shit got the best of me At least you could look at me While you are raping me You fuckin pussy Counting I came back To face what's growing in my head Please get away from me Take advantage of what I feel Yes you do One day you'll beg for me So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting You just see me As something you throw around You were there for me Beating down to the ground Yes it always seems You take more from me So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give ya money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun and the games It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give ya money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun That's my game So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting Dirty Keep knocking Noones there Pouring down .... My head By myself All alone Ripping my head off I hurt so bad inside At least you can see The wealth in my eyes It stays the same I just wanna live again Keep hoping Nothing to spare So my life Isn't quite there Feel like a whore A dirty whore Such a whore Dirty My head By myself All alone Ripping my head off I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see The wealth in my eyes It stays the same I just wanna live again I'll die again I'll die again I'll wilt again Into you You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You dirty little fuck I will take it I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see The wealth in my eyes It stays the same I just wanna live again
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